Pass two day, it can be say as.. Massy training section going at teacher’s day rehearse.. But days get pass until today it’s the final one.. no playing, no funny show.. Back Stage Left Mission is. No mistake. Well, we did it! Jun wei N me struggling making sure thing gone right at stage left.. and well others thing we don’t have to care.. I kept on giving instructions to jun wei and hopefully he can help me up as well.. well time get by.. the exco manager keep on coming to me and asking and ensure the av’s stuff will get up on time, but I can’t just say I can’t do on your wish that whatever you told me. but all i can do, I hold my temper and continue my mission.. I inform my team mate by passing the massage from my senior to other side of the stage. Time running pass by.. my stress level getting higher.. and I really scared I could get mistake.. but this stress is not just a normal stress.. but I could feel fear.. I know im powerless… i can’t do anything.. My teacher can’t gain trust from me.. but I knew im playful.. but I tried not to be.. Teacher’s day.. Probably it my last big concert to me or something. Next year it’s my last year.. Sec 4 N’level. The scariest thing is coming. Beside that I have seen the stupid movement just right beside the contain.. Faceless and embarrassing move and make my team mate kept on laugh at him.. Even I. but I knew he is just only sec 1, but he is brave enough to show his mistake on the stage and complete his job even he failed to catch. In every performance I kept on looking at the incomplete cue sheet and think what going up next. When it was my job to turn up. My stress level gets even harder. Because the stage manager just wanted things get well. But it just keep on pushing.. “ Faster ler.. faster ler “.. but I did my best, as fast as I could. When I get in.. the performance gets to continue in.. my heart counting.. Time? Time?! Few sec? how many sec?? I don’t know what im thinking.. but when the exco event manager looked at me.. I just think. Orh fish! I must have gone wrong. I can’t rush out.. but infect she just say.. i wants you to get even faster on doing things! She said. But I could just think myself.. am I getting myself slower up?.. what is really a stress counted up? Fear? Or time catchy up in step movement..?.. after the last performance.. when I saw the curtain closed up. I look around.. I just not sure what with my brain and it’s just making me falling to the floor.. but I just keep myself slowly sat down.. and get a breathe.. Phwee.. but is it over.. but I could see everyone very happy… but I just told myself.. its over.. Finally.. Stress.. it’s really hard to catch up stuff… but working under the stress you could really blow’ yourself up.. it’s really hard to breath… and think a way to end faster.. but it’s can be a few good experience in a massy catchy running event settling.. it’s hard..

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