--------------------- Live story 7.
This few day i don actually know what to post on my diary/ blog, but i rushing through everything but my mind is just totally full of nonsense. Games, addicted into one of those useless game as my brother said. but all i wanted is meet out with friends or even studies with them. but my mum and dad is just like kind of pushing me forward studies, working, studies, working. but just trying my best to push alway those hard entertainment story gaming. but i know it's fine getter around in facebook or have a chat in other people bloggers and share. well, seriously since the day i enjoy working. my time and any studies is totally cashed. but it's fine. but my mum and dad is like, working it's impotent.. but i know it is, but still time merged is cashed.. sometime it's just make me totally brain traffic. and need dozen of pnnados.. Sign. but no one will understand.. sometime i think my dad it's foolish think only by it's self. and he told us. " when your are young, it's easy to take care. but now your guys getting older it's getting even harder." but i wanted to tell him , "human's thinking is not only a red light or a green light. but sometime things are getting better. you can't aspect them to give you goods every time". well as in besides that.. house work, well, my 2nd oldest brother said im useless can't do house work. but even i showed it's just useless.. he can only come back home at every friday or saturday and report in at sunday.. army.. sign.. when the day i do, but they not at home. from the day they were at home. i sick to really help them.. i hate people abuse me. they called me to do what ever they command to do. like as if im their mad. 17 years i lived. the worst nightmare and every single second i went. i hope my self could woke up. but not in dreams.. well, days, sometime i really hate the people beside me. use those unwanted vulgarities but i can't just get them.. but i can only ignore them.. my class mate hate my main looking just like whatever they called. "GAY" but i don't really care.. i just wanted be my self and understand the people who lives beside me. my best friend, but, shes a female and now days she got a boy friends.. i can't hide much.. because i don't likes to tell lies now days.. i could wish people could understand me.. but well, im jealous of my on friend who has a boy friend and i used to like her as well(last time).. but since people knows suddenly and i also not really sure how poeple knows its.. but she don't like me that all.. so we just like friends respect each other. so.. i not really sure.. but i wrote something on my facebook walls.. and hope you can understand me.. =)

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