Every one has different thought and feeling in different situations. but solving and getting the unknown answer its take uncountable moment to figure it out.
i wanted to share about, how or A heavy gamer with a complicated family background would get his way out and succeed in his study.
i couldn't able to make it and asked his named, but im able to communicate with him and he shares a lot with me. he told me that, he has a cousin who really respect a lot and she the only one who trusted but she died 1 year ago in a car accident. and after that he joined his friend in gaming when his Secondary Three he became a heavy gamer after when his in Secondary Four. he has a complicated family. his father love gambling but he died in a car accident and his mom died in a lung cancel 3 years ago.

he failed his O'level when his in Secondary Four,and everyday he saves money and went to the nearest lan shop and play his online games. He was not able to be promoted to Secondary Five and end his way back again in Secondary Four. when has having his lunch time after his first English paper as he remembered, he met a female teacher when he was trying to paid and he knew he doesn't has enough money to paid for his meals and just the time being, that teacher was kind and she paid of his meal.
Just the moment when he trying to settle down and enjoyed his meal. that female went up to him. and ask if she able to had her lunch with him. and he accepted. while having a meal, he remembered that she asked him a question. What his passion? he couldn't answered. and he told her that, his not sure.

few month later, his dad got into a car accident while his going to his friend house. the police called him and his emotional felt badly. he did not went school for quite sometime and school decided to expelled him. before that, that female teacher knew something has happened and went to his house to advice him. and she found out that he has a heavy gamer and his dad died in a car accident few months back.  she help him after all and he was return back to school before he got expelled.
she helps him in his academic and had a few month of counseling and he was able to graduate to polytechnic.

until now few year back. he still remember how a heavy gamer are. he said. he can never eat for 3 days for playing. and no one disturb him and he said that when his in the cyber world you could only achieve your level but not your futures aims. but when your in gaming you can't think that. because you are focused on one point. he also said, he was pretty lucky to meet a kind teacher who willing to understand him and help him.

in my point of view, nothing is impossible to achieve success even your unhappiness thought or feelings has covered you. fight for it. and aim your achievement high. everything takes time. failure its not the end. get up and move again.