SGEF, Future Dairy

Teacher's day 2011 ( 31st august - 2nd September ), Entry 43.The next planning

Teacher's day 2011

well firstly, a happy teacher's day to every teacher. you've work well, hard and worried for us when ever we having our exams. you always trying your best to help us but we don't get the point of it. but, well we do reflect back on our action be side that, we always attempt to make mistake and you correct us to the correct path. we respect you and we love you forever as a great teacher! Thank you.

Entry 43, The next planning.

Few more day to my exams and currently I'm still standing there like an wood. well, thinking what my next planning. currently just planning for my graduation video which almost fall apart.
current success rate is just like 40percent in my point of view. so i will plan a trailer then a video.
hopefully that will work and i will need as many picture as possible.

Next, i will try away from game(AFG) so probably i will be able to focus more on my subject as well as weakest subject.
28th September, graduation Day. and up coming is Prom night for the graduation classes.

well, target aiming is to have a self experience and also only happened once in life which is only in secondary(youth) well hopefully i will be able to meet my friend there.
More coming hope to be right there. GDB us.

Destiny Asked. 4:26 PM

Friday, August 26, 2011

Invasion take place and everything will change. Entry 42, The future targets.

Just 10 more days of preparation. Everyone of us will awakened their power and hidden potential of their expert knowledge. Normally what they did and what they wrote in the exam's paper wont be able to show what they are actually made of. That the day and that when their capabilities will be unlock.

After this invasion definitely everything is going to change. Friends, BBF or even our common supporter will not always followed us everywhere we go. Just the matter of how strong your relationship are. Classmate, friends is just your 2nd key of success, happiness and other element to hold your lonely-ness a side and also to help you on your path.
everyone will definitely say, life is unfair that i had a friend has this kind of attitude. but life is always has different kind of enemy that we have to learn how to defeat them when similar thing happened again and you will be able to handle them well.
you will always have to speak to someone who is older then you and definitely is someone who stay near you. Speak to them and tell them about your problem and i'm sure they will be glad to help you.

recently, something really happened to me when i was consulting my junior. she had a lot of similar problem that i faced last time and i really glad to help her out. but something really out of my expectation which is she fall in love in me. she told me that my kind attitude that remind her of her old boy friend* so as followed. i knew my job cannot have anything that interrupt or something occur in and that will effect my current situation and my job as well. so i tried my best to do what i can hopefully everything is okay. but i know im really kind of stubborn and lucky i was able to get off. Which is not really a good way/ idea. so really sorry through.
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Future updates after final examination.**
[ Links and other feature will be updated and non-related stuff, useless link and unable to connect website will be removed. song and other issue will be updated soon after that. and other corrupted issue will be dealt accordingly. ]

Destiny Asked. 10:15 PM

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Entry 41. The disappearing Black Holes with the curse remain.

The Failure of the Preparation before the final exam. yet i have no idea how do i fix them up, currently the counting of the final examination AKA invasion will happened in "xxDate" "xxweeks" everything will change. meaning if everything will change is the meaning of our future. upgrading our self to another brand new levels to life and challenge. there is rumor about alien kind of invasion which turn into false answer. this invasion means to the time that we normally spend on doing something we like but we are spending them to do our practice and revision.

16 days counting down from today 19th august. days is short and first paper will be the first enemy mine.
either i lost or i win. depending on this extra preparation.

The Curse remain.
after the darkness invaded us and i were able to handle it and some how the curse had taken the time and controlled the time and everything from us will be fast forward. even now, the stress management had overwhelmed even sickness begin to formed.
will this curse be removed or destroyed? no one knows only the time can heal it self.

when time goes by slowly, thing will get better. DestinyRain.

Destiny Asked. 6:40 PM

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Entry 40. Darkness appeared once again. THE BLACK HOLE.

Day and time rushed down everyday and we wasted our meaningful time miserably. just within few days things happened and unhappy staff brought though and darkness begin to crawl. The unluckiness begin to in merge. nothing to get raid off when your inside the black hole.

Prelim started today and i had my first experiences having my papers in the hall. visitors and events draw near and the invasion of my final papers begin to lined up next after my prelims. Nightmare begin to affect my emotion and the doomed feelings begin to fill up my heart.

Time started counting down when my first paper started. My soul begin to think and heart was bang quickly. i knew if i tried what i did before in my previous paper i could pass once again. but when the time begin to count 5,4,3...2...1. i was not able to complete my last few question. i was terrified and frustrated!
i quickly pointed up my hand and called for assistance. but the result of unsuccessful. i lost.
my classmate were laughing at me. i felt sad and unsatisfied.
i told my self, if i failed this paper. there is another chances to try again. nothing is impossible.

My first tried gone just in a bing of my eyes. nothing cheers my soul up but laughter begin to bring up.

Lunar 7th started just not long ago, where unluckiness brought up. i used money from my bank. which consider a large sum of money for my mum. where my mum started to get mad.

Bully cease started just weeks ago in my school, where mis-satisfied hate begin to form between friends. calls and unwelcomed begin to start.

life is hard to find a correct soul of your self. a better future, a better family and friends.

Destiny Asked. 11:16 AM