Day and time rushed down everyday and we wasted our meaningful time miserably. just within few days things happened and unhappy staff brought though and darkness begin to crawl. The unluckiness begin to in merge. nothing to get raid off when your inside the black hole.

Prelim started today and i had my first experiences having my papers in the hall. visitors and events draw near and the invasion of my final papers begin to lined up next after my prelims. Nightmare begin to affect my emotion and the doomed feelings begin to fill up my heart.

Time started counting down when my first paper started. My soul begin to think and heart was bang quickly. i knew if i tried what i did before in my previous paper i could pass once again. but when the time begin to count 5,4,3...2...1. i was not able to complete my last few question. i was terrified and frustrated!
i quickly pointed up my hand and called for assistance. but the result of unsuccessful. i lost.
my classmate were laughing at me. i felt sad and unsatisfied.
i told my self, if i failed this paper. there is another chances to try again. nothing is impossible.

My first tried gone just in a bing of my eyes. nothing cheers my soul up but laughter begin to bring up.

Lunar 7th started just not long ago, where unluckiness brought up. i used money from my bank. which consider a large sum of money for my mum. where my mum started to get mad.

Bully cease started just weeks ago in my school, where mis-satisfied hate begin to form between friends. calls and unwelcomed begin to start.

life is hard to find a correct soul of your self. a better future, a better family and friends.