Entry 44, The final examination showdown [ Continued ]

11th day. 15 sep, Give up and to die. Answer to Discovered.
Since the day we were born this world. We were taking cared by our parents. Mistake were often made and we were all human that were born without any knowledge. when we were young, studied on the first level of our education. Kindergraden. But some children were not. All awhile is our parent gave us is the encourage to learn and hope we successful in life. they treat us nicely, gave us what we wanted.

Until one day..

I'm 18 this year, I've had learn a lot when i was young. My parents don't allow us to fight, smoke, tattoo and whatever thing to hurt our self and to make trouble out there. My dad doesn't like quarrel, no comments kind of bossy way. My mum is like a person who doesn't like someone she will definitely pin point on that person and keep on nap and if she said aiyo my life is no longer useless kind of depression word. My dad will start get raid of that person. She also kind of aunti style where not much people would like it.
i had few brothers which older than me, Yet. they just like a heck care dude.
This day, 14th sep. things happened.

2:30 pm, My Mum were busying with her business at the living room while I'm busying doing my staff writing down reports but not like usual day playing computer games doing all non-sense things. busying.. while I'm doing my staff, My mum called me. hey, the pen knife blade wasn't sharp at all. would you help please get a replacement of it? She said. And i replied, sure.
I went to the store room and search for the pen knife blade for the replacement and i immediately called my dad and asked where did he put the pen knife's blade. And he said, oh, its were below the bottom of the plastic box. alright, i said.

Just after i put down my phone i quickly search for it but i still wouldn't find it. My mum told to forget it. oh well, what now? i asked. She told me to go down to the nearest convenience shop to buy the red color pen knife as she told me. but first, she told me to buy a news paper, get a paper box as she needed and a red color pen knife she asked.

well, all the thing she needed to gathered. Now, i need a pen knife. i asked the shop assistance after i get in the shop. Sir, do you sell pen knife? after immediately, he replied. Oh, yes we do. it's on the hanger. after she said i went search for it. while i saw couple pen knife hanging on the shelve, i took the red one and i wait on the counter. the sale assistance said, I've i sharp eye. i smile at him as i leave the shop.

On the way back home, i saw my dad car came back home. well, probably he didn't saw me. i quickly return back home and i gave my mum what she need. while my mum took out and use the pen knife that i recently brought. She complained that, why is it so hard to use and it's the same as the old pen knife she using. not sharp at all. i helped her troubleshot the problem and i told her that this pen knife its harder to use is because it's has a safety bottom on it and the reason you said you feeling it not sharp is because you don't make use to it. immediately after i told her, she said. nevermind, would you help me go down back to the convenience shop and told them that i brought wrongly and want to have a refund or exchange for anything you want.

after that i ignored her and went back and continued my report. Meanwhile, my dad reached home after i she told me to do something with that product i recently brought. she complain to my dad as if i bullied her style, she told my dad. I told him to go down to exchange this thing for me because i brought wrongly now his ignoring me. after i heard. i was like, What the hell? complained like I'm disobeying. Hello, i went in that shop to buy something and the sale assistance knew me well, you expect me to lie again and again to exchange for another things? No way! then, she continue to complain  and complain then my dad said, all kind of Hotken vulgarity language then said im stupid lazy all kind of thing to provoke then i said, what did you just said? then he replied, whoa? got wing and dare to talk back? what sort of stupid reason he said. Hopeless kids, Should go die.. all kind of cursing words. followed by all sort of nonsense. i ignored them all the way.

I've done so much for them, yet they said this kind of word. their hate seen to be grown so deep and can't wait to let us die. well, my think was rather die then suffered.
Since the soul that back up there, neither trying to convince me or wanted me to continue this mission. what all i wanted to know. what is parent to us, what is life were all about.
Hope God will understand us, and guide us through.

[ Special series, To be Continue.]

- Parent is always right, but what are we? ~ DestinyRain.
- Die, isn't the right way to solve. ~ Counselor.
- Since they are your parent, do what they want and think they were wrong.
Don't comment back. ~ Inspector Lim.
- This is how asian parent are ! They always said that you better be off dead .. You should know that asian doesn't know to express one feeling to others. ~ Student, Friends. Lawang.
- same meaning as : the customer is always right ~ Lieut seow.
- This is the meaning of life, challenge or to loss ~ Counselor.