Entry 56, The reflections, If i could. ( Existence )

Another Brand new weeks.. Soon after, will be another New year. New Story.

Life will always never be fair. But always understanding will give the way and lead us towards another new path. I've never succeeded on doing something that I've always wanted. But, Massed up or screwed up other staff.
There always something that will happened on any event or task. But, for my own opinion. Solo's work for myself, I'll always give chances and never give up. If i could match with others, I don't think I've the main power to make people look up on me for every single thing.

Emotion leads me towards something, But. Emotion always create a wave to seek attention. Beside, creating something that makes our friends beside us like an family treats. Or Having the interest of emotion photography to capture something that bring back the memory of every moments. I couldn't find anymore special potential of myself.

Giving myself a chance, Confidence. But only leads me toward a entrance of light. But soon, I'll be soon lost inside the dungeon. But, the spirit of consumer. I've always dig something up of myself to get out of any dangerous situation.

But standing in the middle of the road. Both instruction were building strong. But, making me a hard way of decision. Yes? or No. Following in the group. Just out found out that. The spirit of team giving that work together. but, not totally united together. As soon far as we goes. Troubles and mistake were soon rising up. But, somehow. fight were always able to resolved. But as for myself, Hates and troubles rise thing up and probably that the only thing that makes other treat me like an enemy. But, dareless to share and to turn'em up. They'll lay traps around area and i will be the foolish and the silly person who always step them in.

Ha! I wish if i could. Everyone in their life will always encounter their love potential. But, what I'm i should be? I don't know. I' always admire the person that probably seek into my attention. But, the up coming result will always be the zero percentage. most likely, 0.000..1 percent of it. Well, I don't think I'm fit for it.
Losing something, will always give me a sharp pain like an bullet shoot through us. But, like i said. New menu, New day. Wrong menu, Get a frag out day.

But, In this new weeks. Nothing much could match me up. Just hope for an up coming potential.